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♥ Monday, March 30, 2009

should i feel blessed or miserable to have guys fighting for me ? i feel so confused..

when nobody like me , i feel sad and lonely ,yet when there's people that like me , i feel so uncomfortable... why is that so??



Wak and Sharil pick me and Nal up after school .. then teman Sharil to 203 with Shafie ,Ahmad and Joe as Sharil want to take back her headphones.. saw MASAI ,ANAK SUNDAL ,Faiz ,Luke[skss] ,Sean and Shakira... then end up didn't get back the headphone too .. people keep as though its her own thing .. thot of going 102 ,end up saw Kamil and Mamat at 101 and so slack there instead ..Ahmad and Joe went school for the E-learning portal .. then we went up too Asyraf's house but Kamil and Mamat don't know go where... lunch-ed there.. [THANKS TO ASYRAF'S PARENTS;ANW ,YOU'VE A CUTE FAMILY]

then Is came with Mamai and then saw Ahamad and Joe outside the house as well .. all don't want go in .. awhile later , went to court ,and saw Anis[with a haircut and dye-ed hair] and Rafie ...didn't ta;lk to Rafie today .. seems to be attitud-ing me .. fine ..



i went Mac for awhile to meet Kian Yong and my school girls.. chit-chat .. and saw Luke[KFC].. had 2 sentence with him then made my way back to 102.. saw Asyraf's father playing soccer with them ..[cute ryte???][haks] when i reached there ,Maverick was there too ..

end-ed the game in no time ,,then slack all the way .. Anis keep on disturbing me!! got this part ,he grabbed my hand so hard!! so pain!! and well , my natural reaction was SCRATCH!![sorry 'bout that anw .. sincerely sorry][no more next time.. i hope..]

Kamil and Mamat left home first .. then Aidil came .. Nal left slightly earlier for ngaji .. .. at 9.00p.m Mai and me want to go home so ,Aidil ,Is and Wak sent us to bus stop .. Anis went home already ..

was so stress anw .. do i really have to make up my decision and choose one??



***just bathe finish then quarrel with my fucking father!!! hell!! if i know i won't come back during that time when i runaway from home!!! he cry ,he worried is his fucking problem !!

don't test my patience !!! i not in the mood for this ,,fucking idiot !! fuck off from my world man!! without you , i still can live!! is not that i'm not capable in feeding myself okay !!! get this clear fucking idiot ,, you're just a piece of shit to me !!! i hate you!!! you're right , you're transparent to me !!! I DUNT REGARD YOU AS MY FATHER FROM THE DAY YOU BEAT ME WHEN IT'S NOT FAULT ,, WHICH IS WHEN I'M STILL IN PRIMARY 1!!!



AND I AM NOW NOT IN THE MOOD IN ANYTHING!!!

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♥ Sunday, March 29, 2009

yesterday's post!!! 28/03/09

thot of going VIVO with Mamai and Shayu and so dressed nicely .. end up tk jadi))=
went plaza with Mamai meet Shayu then proceed to Shayu house to test Baju for tomorroow's jemputan...
so i followed.. then went to 102 meet Nal ,Asyraf and Joe ..
surprisingly ,when Zubair came , he initiated to salam me.. that's the first time ,,yet i don't know if i should feel happy or what ...
Shayu went home first then Mamai and me left to my house at 6.30p.m .. then headed towards her house .. had a bad flu after going to Shayu's house[laughs].. so took panadol then went down 102 to meet Is ,Nal ,Wak ,Asyraf at 102 .. end up , all went to Asyraf's house .. so FUCK UP!! as i was so sleepy .. but was okay after that ... it was 10.00p.m++ when we reached there..? and so they sent us to bus stop ..
THANKS WAK FOR HELPING ME CARRY MY BAG!!
thot of going my house first to take clothes then sleep at Mamai's house .. but my sleepiness was killing me... so we go to Mamai's house straight.. didn't take my dinner that Mamai's mum bought and sleep already..
>sorry 'bout that ..
till morning , when my mumm called at 7.30a.m to disturb my sleep then i wake up...

today's post!!! 29/03/09

went home to bathe and make up then go Mamai's house .. changed and wait for Shayu .. Mamai karaoke for awhile then went to bathe .. then bus-ed down to Hougang the wedding place.. met this cute cousin of Mamai , name Wan ..
so funny yet IRRITATING..[laughs] .. *exchanged number and went home..
Shayu went to Mamai's house first then i went home change.. then meet them at Mamai's house.. thot wanna go down 102 so take bus with Shayu, end up she say she's going Woodlands with the Mum so i also lazy go down la..
>sorry Asyraf , really planned to go down at first..
then slack at Mami's house ..* thanks for the DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER although i can't finish ,BABE and BABY..
end up , also Shayu never go out with the mum ... then Is come meet us .. sent Shayu to the bus stop , then proceeded to 7-11 there .. went home at 10.30p.m sharp .. then Is and Mai slack at their own world luhhs.[haks]

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♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009

went to 102 with Nal after school.. and was told that it was Zanney that vandalise the toilet about me.. meet Anis first then Shayu.. Anis went to buy cigarette .. me and Shayu called the police to complain people throwing things from the 8th storey..
Mamat and Sharil then came from Hougang after looking for job.. then informed them to seal all cigarettes. then the police came.. told them everything.. the officers seem friendly to us..[laughs]
then Rafie came.. looking for Anis and Wak .. he wait awhile , before Anis and Wak came ,he left home.. then Wak and Anis came ...played guitars and also soccer as usual..
WAS TOLD THAT IS WASN'T COMING DOWN AS HE WAS SICK..
then Joe came down.. i ride his bicycle home to change then go down back.. around 6.55p.m.. had my dinner at home..
when i reached there, Mai ,Is and Sharul was there too .. Mai told me that he and Is had broke up ,i was like shock!!! talk to her a lot of things then she regret.. told Is that his fucking friend is a FUCKING BACKSTABBER.

*hey there! BACKSTABBER!
never known anyone like you before!!
COS OF GIRL WANT TO BACKSTABBER OWN FRIEND!!
IN FRONT SAY BROTHER, BEHIND HE'S NOTHING TO YOU AT ALL!!
dun know if you'll came across to read this, but I'll write still in case you really did..
FUCKING BACKSTABBER, FUCK OFF,ALRIGHT!! WE DUN NEED YOU THIS KINDA FRIEND!
YA RIGHT!! YOU'RE A GREAT LOSER!!! AT LEAST I DUN DO STUPID THINGS OVER ZUBAIR..
AT LEAST I STILL HAVE A HEART!! EVEN I HATE LINA , STILL I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING..
GET AWAY FROM US.. AS FAR AS YOU COULD!!!!!!!
*END*


then around 7.45p.m ,sharul went home ,Joe as well ... the rest of us were invited to Asyraf's house to have our dinner.. and i get to know that Wak and Mai also scared of cats!!![laughs] me and Anis were like FIGHTING in the house.. no.. it was everywhere we met , we FIGHT.. his hand was like...[laughs]
they were playing guitar in Asyraf's room with AIR-CON!![woohs]
then around 10.30p.m we went off , meet Rafie at downstairs then go home.. was told that Mai's house had 'DIRTY THINGS' SENT BY SOME EVIL people.. then i offered her to sleep at my house... so , she's coming later[if she didn't PAITAO][SMILING]

*Is and Mai got back together, all thanks to ME[laughing]
*changed new blog skin[my fav.][MICKEY MOUSE ROCKS!]

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♥ Thursday, March 26, 2009

Is ,Asyraf and people fetch us[me and Nal] then Asyraf went to the auntie's house at Tampinese , as he run away from home.. the 3 of us went to eat at the coffee shop beside my school then to 102 meet Rafie ,Zubair and Mamat ... then Anis come as well as Sharil .. play guitars and soccer games.. SO BORED~ when i see him , my mood went down ,all the way down ...[sigh] then Fahrul and guys came .. soccer-ed as usual .. i trying to take a nap as i smoke 2 sticks in a row.. so headache.. but didn't get to sleep .. firstly ,Police came to look for Asyraf as his parents made police report.. and Sharil wake me up in case of screening.. Secondly ,Rafie called me when he was just less than a Kilometer from me!! hell!! 2 times somemore .. fed-up and so didn't want to sleep anymore.. and went to disturb him ..Zubair somehow looking at me in kinda angle.. then i try to ignore.. after that around 6.30p.m Zubair went home and me ,Is and Anis thot of going carpark to play guitar like that time with Sharil and Mamat.. end up , for dunno what reason, we changed place to the RC[located at block 109] ..when we reached there ,Rafie and Nal was there too ... ate a little KFC .. then Asyraf's mum came down with Asyraf's youngest brother .. ask Is to hlp locate Asyraf.. then skali he at Rangung .. Sharil and Is went there with Asyraf's whole family [include the father and sister] ... brought him back and heard that his father almost beat him up.. thot everything's ok and so we slack at RC .. then the brother came down saying that the parents ask us to go up .. all of us enter the house [7of us].. they have 3 cats ,as Nal ,Is and Rafie scared and ask to keep the cat..[laugh like hell] .. then all sat down already i ask to carry the cat .. then got this Orange one , i carry only ,Is and Rafie ,whose sat beside me ,jumped and so the cat also struggled and i was scratched.. then i bring the Grey one which is more "sociable" to scare the 3 of them [laughs] .. was like running here and there and shouting here and there in the house .. can say that it's filled with LAUGHTERS!! SO FUN!!! *Anis paitao*
the father was also very friendly and playful ..[laughs] keep on carrying the cat and scare the 3 of them.. the mum made pizzas and kuehs for us!![whoos] as my dinner !!! baik pe?! at last ,Anis came ..Joe who said wanted to meet from 8.00p.m++ , is now still at home..
Mamat and one more guy went off first .. then me and Nal ..[was teased by the parents and people][laughs]
**the mother was great at reading minds[ALL RIGHT]
**the father was a ex-cisco [have handcuffs at home]
**such a friendly and fun family ,ASYRAF, DON'T RUN AWAY FROM HOME EAH!!

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♥ Wednesday, March 25, 2009

woke up late this morning and missed the latest bus that would save me from being late for school.. so i called Joe up and ask to cabot school... then we meet up at plaza Mac.. saw Felix ,and he's meeting MILK then go court for dun knw why .. asked him not to tell MALK that i cabot then i walked and sit at the back of Mac while waiting for Joe .. then suddenly saw Milk walking out from Mac and look at me ask"pon tang uh?" i was stunned and so smile and nodded my head .. he gave me a look .. seems disppointed in me..[sigh]

meet Joe then go to 102 meet Sharil and Sharul .. then Is came after he go school... after that Rafie came then they go to Serangoon sec to accompany Rafie go collect testimonial.. while the 3 of us went to Sharil house to eat.. and Joe went home.. then when we go back 102 ,Mamat and Nal came .. Anis came with Is and Rafie .. he also go collect his testimonial ... then they play soccer ,Josh also came down ..
Apek as well.. and then Raiz ,Mush then Shayu ... went to eat at KFC with Mamat and Sharil .. and back to 102,when Is and Nal went to eat and Shayu went home...
>Mamat seems sad over somone ,dun be sad oryte...
>Anis seems to be quarreling with his girl just now ,just cool down kkay?
due to my tiredness, i went home around 7.00p.m.. Wak came down then .. i went home

>bathe and watch channel 5 .. as there is a preview of our school's HOCKEY FINALS..[which i had missed it!!!] saw Sidek ,Ashriq ,Ari ,Fareez and guys!!! you guys are the BEST !!! KEEP IT UP!!!
HOCKEY BOYYS,, YOU ROCKS!!
***>> THANKS SHAYU FOR ALL THAT YA!! SYG KAU!!!
then now blogging ,and will be sleeping early today as i am damn tired..
thanks Rafie for the ride today!

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♥ Tuesday, March 24, 2009

skipped aesthetic again ... went to 102 instead... the idiot Nal say what 4.00p.m+ or 5.00p.m+ then come down ... then Is say go hougang with the cousin.. end up Nal and Is came together ... Nal , no Is will die isit??
Mai cab-ed down when i tell her i was alone.. Shayu has choir till 6.00p.m .. Sharul has meeting... and Mamat was so slow ... Aidil came along with Is as well... then Wak came ..Rafie and also Fahrul and Along...
some play soccer, and Sharil , Wak ,Mamat , Nal and Along playing guitar ,sing song ... i think about what Lina sent me and also the memories of me and Zubair .. then i burst out into tears..
[GUYS ,THANKS FOR THE COMFORTING AND ALSO WAK ,THANKS FOR LETTING ME CRY INSTEAD OF LETTING ME KEEP INSIDE..]
this is the last day that i will cry over you.. no more..

Wak accompanied me to KFC an had my late-lunch .. around 6.05p.m? but didn't saw Luke.. guess he was late[haks]... then went back to 102 .. everybody went home around 7.30p.m.. early ryte?? so me and Mai went off too .. saw my brother's friend at Mac ,and was told to ask my brother to go down Mac[which he never]... then saw UNCLE AH GUAN.. the ex-skrv rider.. he came back to work[whoots]...
then bus-ed home, changed and went jogging!!! then jog to Mai's playground.. and slack till 9.40p.m then went jogging back home!!!
pictures while i playing/learning guitar:




pictures of me an Mai[the bang bangs]:



mine's' :




that's all for the day((=


LAST DAY ; LAST TIME

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went to 102 as usual after school .. nobody was there when i reach .. then i called Shayu when she said she was on the way.. Mamat reached first .. then Shayu came with Nal ,Sharul and Is... then as i listen to music from my phone , i fall asleep .. then my ADEK came.. when i wake up they are playing soccer and Shrul and Shayu were reading story book... Wak came .. before that ,Anis and Rafie came .. then these are the POSE: the MATREPPS: then here goes the soccer game .. Wak never play due to his backache: then we go to carpark to play guitars..[whoots] videos provided.. but one of it is only halfway as my memory cardd was full .. sorry bout that..: and some nonsense picture taken when i think of Zubair as he didn't come down today ..miss him like hell .. went home around 9.00p.m .. slightly earlier today as i'm tired and bored ..btw ,thanks to Mamat my "matair" for the day for accompanying me... went home ,bathed and use my computer till this person whose Zubair's girlfriend ,NURADLINA... said alot of things that make me so stress and i went to cut my fringe... now it sucks!!! i hate bangs and now i am with it!!!: and these 2 videos are previewed... >guitarists-ANIS ; WAK >singers-WAK ; ANIS ; MAMAT ; SHARIL and ya THANKS TO sharul for your NICE RINGTONE during the video process ya!!!: NURAIN:AND CINTAKU DIPERMAINKAN:

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