should i feel blessed or miserable to have guys fighting for me ? i feel so confused..
when nobody like me , i feel sad and lonely ,yet when there's people that like me , i feel so uncomfortable... why is that so??
Wak and Sharil pick me and Nal up after school .. then teman Sharil to 203 with Shafie ,Ahmad and Joe as Sharil want to take back her headphones.. saw MASAI ,ANAK SUNDAL ,Faiz ,Luke[skss] ,Sean and Shakira... then end up didn't get back the headphone too .. people keep as though its her own thing .. thot of going 102 ,end up saw Kamil and Mamat at 101 and so slack there instead ..Ahmad and Joe went school for the E-learning portal .. then we went up too Asyraf's house but Kamil and Mamat don't know go where... lunch-ed there.. [THANKS TO ASYRAF'S PARENTS;ANW ,YOU'VE A CUTE FAMILY]
then Is came with Mamai and then saw Ahamad and Joe outside the house as well .. all don't want go in .. awhile later , went to court ,and saw Anis[with a haircut and dye-ed hair] and Rafie ...didn't ta;lk to Rafie today .. seems to be attitud-ing me .. fine ..
i went Mac for awhile to meet Kian Yong and my school girls.. chit-chat .. and saw Luke[KFC].. had 2 sentence with him then made my way back to 102.. saw Asyraf's father playing soccer with them ..[cute ryte???][haks] when i reached there ,Maverick was there too ..
end-ed the game in no time ,,then slack all the way .. Anis keep on disturbing me!! got this part ,he grabbed my hand so hard!! so pain!! and well , my natural reaction was SCRATCH!![sorry 'bout that anw .. sincerely sorry][no more next time.. i hope..]
Kamil and Mamat left home first .. then Aidil came .. Nal left slightly earlier for ngaji .. .. at 9.00p.m Mai and me want to go home so ,Aidil ,Is and Wak sent us to bus stop .. Anis went home already ..
was so stress anw .. do i really have to make up my decision and choose one??
***just bathe finish then quarrel with my fucking father!!! hell!! if i know i won't come back during that time when i runaway from home!!! he cry ,he worried is his fucking problem !!
don't test my patience !!! i not in the mood for this ,,fucking idiot !! fuck off from my world man!! without you , i still can live!! is not that i'm not capable in feeding myself okay !!! get this clear fucking idiot ,, you're just a piece of shit to me !!! i hate you!!! you're right , you're transparent to me !!! I DUNT REGARD YOU AS MY FATHER FROM THE DAY YOU BEAT ME WHEN IT'S NOT FAULT ,, WHICH IS WHEN I'M STILL IN PRIMARY 1!!!
AND I AM NOW NOT IN THE MOOD IN ANYTHING!!!
