i miss Nur Firman!!!

Me♥

SHIRLEY.can call me Shir ,Rien or Syazwariena,
1st cries on 02ndOCTOBER1993
friendly ;multi-racial is a definitely!
ask me for more info ya!

S is for Spiritual
H is for Hardworking
I is for Intelligent
R is for Rebellious
L is for Lucky
E is for Elegant
Y is for Young

friendster/TAGGED/MSN/facebook/hi-5/bebo:
xiiaoshiir-93@hotmail.com
i want to get:
-a LAPTOP
-a NEW PHONE[da dpt!5800]
-TO GRADUATE ASAP[NOT TO RETAIN]
-a PET
-a STABLE JOB
-more mickey mouse stuffs!!!

My Unfulfilled Wishes♥

*to see sunset/SUNRISE with my LOVED one..
*treasure life treasure time
*release my stressful mind to a BEST listener
*** go for a photography adventure to anywhere[e.g FOREST]

My Favs♥

SWEET STUFFS
Movie:Stay Alive ,Cloverfield ,Twilight ,SkyOFLove[Japan]
Books: more to non-fiction
Music:more to Slow Rocks
MICKEY MICKEY MICKEY MOUSE!!!
smilingPILL!!!

***i hate:::: backstabbers/betrayers/hypocrites

Shirley♥Firman

My Heartfelt Words♥

My Song♥

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

My Life♥

*LOVES*♥alot
*Moooooooo♥♥'boyf'
Queenie♥
Akin♥

mamai[BABY]♥♥
kristie♥♥ fahrul.ADEK♥ graciaa[NCPS]♥♥ shayu[BABE]♥♥ zanney♥ DEAREST BROTHER♥♥samuel

*ONLINERS*
adli[TAGGED] nazWAYNE[TAGGED] khairi[TAGGED] mickie[kak sedare ADLI]
adey

*SKSS PEEPS*
angie♥ cassandra didi[zaidi] elly[ex SKSS]♥ emme♥ faisal[exSKSS] eekaaa hyateee♥ jenny[BHB] jeremy jiali junhao karen kidsanchi♥ liping♥ lynn sakinahh♥ serene ryan viona♥ wee siang yuan kwan♥
zainal♥

*slackers partner*
' cherine.FISHBALL emily huiyu jiaen[NCPS]♥ maverick meijin[mummy]♥ samantha♥ SEH BYE♥ sze min zhihao

*others*
zenglin
tattoo

My Precious Memories♥

January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009

My Thanks To...♥

desi gner
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♥ Friday, May 1, 2009

felt so down yesterday , so went out of the house despite Emi & Amy's disallowance..[sorry,really can't take it anymore]...
went to NiuNai house to meet him , Alan , Felix and one more girl[ex-PeiCaiSec]...
slacked awhile then i sleep... until 5.30a.m , NiuNai wake me up then i realise , Felix and the girl had went home.. i then cab-ed home from plaza... sleep till 1.00p.m like that , use computer , until 5.00p.m++ went to 943 there meet AhMoo ,Wan ,Kin ,Kikin ,CaiYu ,Pamela ,Ah B and Queenie... planned to fetch Beicky from work at Chinatown then slack her house area , end up plan canceled.. slack awhile then Aminah and Ben came.. slack then go Point eat... then went home...

sometimes ,feel so down out of sudden...
if i take things lightly , people say i don't bother
if i take things seriously , people say i too agitated..
what should i do ,then everything will be alright ,will be just nice...
i'm really lost ...
like entering a forest without a compass...
and now , no one can save me nor guide me out..

bursting out into tears out of sudden is not what i want
and it isn't me at all !!!
i don't want to be a weak girl , i want to be a strong one..
i don't want to cry over anything... esp GUYS!
i hate myself being like this..
i hate it! i hate it! i hate it!

who'll be the one to guide me out of the forest?
who'll be the one to wipe my tears?
who'll WANT to be the one?

' capturing every moments of time as MEMORIES
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